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I’m so tired from this week with musical and tournament. I can’t even imagine how Beebs and Jacob and James and all those people with actually parts did that this intire week. And I’M GOING TO STATE!!!! I’m so excited even though it took almost all year to do this and I still don’t feel that good at interp I’M GOING TO STATE!!! And then there is that girl I really like her like really really like her it’s been a  long time. And I know I can never tell her how I feel but I suppose that’s for the best. And the Super Bowl is on but it’s hard to care when I don’t care who wins. And I should be doing my homework but I’m not. AND I”M SO TIRED!!!

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What I love about theatre is that if you just laid there…someone WILL just come up and lay with you. You never have to go through anything alone. That’s true friendship.

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Chasing Cars. -Snow Patrol

So prom is coming up and you know I would really liked to get asked if not this year at least the next two years, and not Emily telling me I’m her back up prom date. I would really liked to just get asked not even like a date date just as friends. Yeah that would be nice.

Life has been crazy as of late with musical school and being stressed out about everything. There’s interp where I just want to go to state so bad. There’s musical this week with late rehearsals Monday Tuesday and Wednesday. Then the most frustrating thing in my life is her. No matter what I do I can’t stop thinking about her. I have to see her everyday to knowing that I can never tell her no matter what. What I would give to have her pay attention to me just once.

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Today I couldn’t get this thought out of my head. Am I annoying? I’m not sure why I just felt like I was annoying people all day. It started on my way to third period I got shoved into a locker and was told “Get out of my way fatty” and wow has it been awhile since I was called fatty. But I couldn’t help but think did I do something to make that person actively seek me out. Then today it just seemed like everyone was annoyed with me. Maybe it’s just my insecurities coming out my fear that everyone who I think I’m friends with secretly hates me. And that when I talk people just wish I would shut up. Or maybe I am really annoying because I try not to be but it’s hard sometimes I do things and I think holy shit I’m annoying or dude don’t be so creepy no one will want to be your friend with you acting like this but I just get these impulses and I don’t know what it is. 

It’s days like these I question what I do I love it but I always feel like I’m awful at it I guess I’m just surrounded by such talented people it makes me feel like I’m just the worst. It just seems no matter how hard I try I just can’t compete. Then after days like this I think about quitting I think about quitting so much, but I know I never will. Because I would miss the people way to much plus what else am I gonna do.